jodoh ku?

adakah dia jodoh ku??hmmm mungkin ya, mungkin x.. tp blainan bangsa & agama mungkin myukarkan keadaan..aku belum tentu dpt mbimbing dia ke jalan-Nya kerana aq sendiri msh tercari2 jalan-Nya..aq perlukn ssorg untuk membimbing ku ke jalan-Nya..hmmmm ibu nya menganggap aq seperti anak ny mmbuatkan aq kadang-kadang segan..


p/s: tercari-cari,tergapai-gapai dlm kgelapan untuk mendpatkan cahaya yang menerangi perjalanan ku ke sana..bantulah aq hamba-mu ini,ya ALLAH...

halu.....
hari ini i dh duk rumah baru...oh ya lupa lak..sebenarny ktrg kna soh pndah..yg xbest ny i duk kat level 5..mak aiii..dh la lift xda..tercabut je x kepalatut i nih..huhuhu
hmmm, btw Mr.D ad cntct i few day ago..dia admit kt HKL..ad mslh dgn lutut dia..xtau la kna operate or x..lama kan Mr.D xmuncul dlm blog i ni..hihi yla dia jarang cntact i..i pn mls nk cntct dia sgt..hope dia cpt sembuh... :)

ok la i nk samb buat asgmnt AW nih...tata

xoxo,Ir.

morning...oppss...dah nak tengahari da..hihi

lama dah  tak jumpa u kan b..how r u?hope u sihat2..mesti u rindu i kan..hihi

i?sihat2 je di sini..hari ni dah 7 minggu 3 hari i kat UTP..sorry la x updated salu ng u..banyak benda yang i kena settlekan..oh ya, banyak benda baru yang i belajar kat cni tau..hehe

kawan baru pun ramai.. :) 

usha2 orang pun salu gak..u jangan jeles plak b..hehe  ;)

dalam banyak2 tu ada la sorang 2 ya i berkenan..tapi i xtau la nak cakap apa..sebab dorang ni suma nya budak2 femes..huuuu~~ jadi mesti ramai peminat kan..termasuk la i.. hahahha 

*minat je tau..tak lebih2 pun..* 

hmmm~lain kali je la i cta sal dorang2 ni keh..i ada benda nak buat..pa2 pun i'll let u know soon..

luv,XI.

UTP

dear b,

u knw wht,last nite i dpt email from utp..dorg offer i study kat sana.. :) happy la sangat..cuma skrg ni nk cari penaja je lg..
alhamdulillah..xsangka dpt..tht day apply pn suka2 jak..ya la rezeki dr ALLAH s.w.t ni la kta tau nak.. doa2 la i dpt teruskn pjuang wpn blanja ny mhal..

pa2 hal i let u knw soon...

-ir-

- tHe LaSt SoNg -

morning n salam b...how r u today??do u miss me?i miss u n u must miss me! ;) hihihi

u nak tau x,malam tadi i tengok cta "THE LAST SONG"..its bout love.. cta yang sgt sweet and soooo sadness...xpnah i tgk mov sampai meleleh air mata...yg sedih ny part daddy ny mninggal....touching doe.... :'( memberi kesedaran tentang penting nya family..klu nak tau kena la tengok..lain orang lain la pendapat ny..n for me tis movie is awesome n touching..

"Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them more."

" A story about FAMILY, First LOVES, Second CHANCES, and The Moments in LIFE that lead you back HOME. "

 enjoy!

p/s: kim~ We're not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes, we screw up but then we forgive and 

move forward.

steve~ Love is fragile. And we're not always its best caretakers. We just muddle through and do the best we can. And hope this fragile thing survives against all odds.

hurmmm...apa mok update oe??yg ku tau sehari suntuk tok kja aq on9 jak2...smpi boring dh ..klu laptop ku tok pdi bkata2 msti ny ckp "boring dh ku tgk muka ko ya eyhhh dr pagi smpi ke petang".,. 8am-5pm...hishhhh3...

xda kja bosan plak..bla dh ada kerja lak xmenang tangan oleh ny..erkkk??aq pnh mention x psal tok??hihi 

***********

btw, aq ada order spasang bj kurung tok..harga no bad..blh la..xsbr nak tggu baju ya sampai..

+tok bj ya..+ ^_^

hope bj ya smpi scepat yg blh..hihi terlebih excited la plak..

-ira-

salam...

today is friday!!!yayyyy....ya maksudnya sok n lusa CUTI!!hehe

cuti 2hari pun dah kira ok. dari xda cuti langsung..kan....tapi budak sekolah suma dah start cuti...

best kan..waittt.......bukan ni yang ku nak post..hihi

oh ya,penyakit lupa aq kin menjadi2 je sjak aher2 ni..hmmmm...

ye la,pagi ni je aq lupa nak pakai earring lagi..teruk tul kan...nak kata aku lewat datang ofis mmg aq salu la gak datang lewat..hihi ;) but i'm not in hurry just now..sempat ambik heavy breakfast lagi tu.. ;) hmm bla lah penyakit lupa aq ni nak hilang oe...jangan je kang diri aq sendiri aq xingat,..huhuhu

hmmm ok la..lak la cta gk..ku xtau nak cta pa dah..

luv,

ir.

-.-''

hari tok genap la 2 minggu mrD  xtext ngan aku..aku xtau pa mslh ny, n aq xtau pa salah ku kt ny ya..bkn mok bgtau.,.main diam jk..klu bgtau kn sng..8least dpt la gak ku nk mperbaiki kslhn ku ya wpn sbesa zarah...gkpn aq bukan nya tau pn apa yg ada dlm fikiran ko ya nk..hurmmm~

*******************************

btw,td br ny ada msg aq dlm pukul 10.31am..ya pn cuma nak wish morning jak..but,aq ignore jak msg ny ya..bkn pa saja nk balas dendam..yala dlm 2 mggu tok tek aq ada juak msg ny bberapa kli tp cgek pn ny xpenah nk eply..so, bia la ny rasa pa yg ku sa bila ny xeply msg aq lama tok..

p/s: lebih kurang macam tok la perasaan ku sekarang tok.hmm~

inshaAllah-maher zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

p/s: suka sgt lagu ni.sbb ny lagu ni best n mnenangkn jiwa..
lagu ni ada kena-mengena dgn perasaan me skrg ni..

jom..layaaannnnnnn~

;)

morning!!!!

aq br jak abis meeting tek..meeting biasa2 jak..

slh satu agenda meeting ya tek,big boss nk serah tugas ny buat smentara waktu cz ny nk cuti..

oh ya,dlm meeting ya tek ada la sorg tok..bkn nk ngata @ pk aq tok bgs la tp ny tok ntah la,make-up over beb..lupa nk capture tek..haha oppss! sorry,tlbh la plak..klu ya pn nk b'make-up ya berpada2 la..tok klh opera cina..actl ku ng xbrp rjn ng ny tok..cz dr sch rndh dh nk cari pasal ng org..dh2..lupAkn jk cta lama...hihi

hrtok xtau gk nk molah pa,actg bos lom bg tugas gk..a bit boring la..ddk jk kja..hmmm

ok la,klu ada cta lak ku inform gk...hehe

^_^

hmm..pa mok cta oe???ok la cta tok marek pn cta...well,xsngka i kira date la ng mrD..hehe tp mkrg xda pa2 k..kwn jak...xlbh...so far ny ok, talkactive la juak,..best borak ng ny,..
suka ya ada la..p xlebuh dr kawan k..ni tau ny dh ada plhan sendiri..kan....org kacak tek nak..hehe
tp.....
ny ya mcm chipmore...kjap ada kjap xda...hurmmm msg xeply,email pn xeply...xtau la pa mlsh ny ya..myb bz kot...^^

sbnrny xbyk bnda mok cta..br pmulaan...
oh ya, br tok tek i tau ny xdtg kja..xtau pa sbb..skt kot...
cpt smbh k...hehe
pa2 hal lak i update gk..nak chow lok..cari ilham...
hehehe

^___mm29___^

29 oct....

29 oct....

today im alrd 21..but still single...haha

btw, i meet some1..i think im falling in love with him..but.......i xrasa ny ada prsaan yg sm ng i..hurmm..wt to do..who am i... :'( ye la dia encem,i ni apa je la.. huduh lg la ada...hmmmm~

tp xpa la...lom ada jodoh kot..

jnj happy..kannn.... :)

i xminta lebih,jnj ny sudi la nk kawan ng i..ya jak..

p/s: i love you!

.........u guys r suck........

4-july-2010…

sendiri lagi..hmmm ada kwn pn mcm xda jk..suma hlg mcm ya jk..ng dk len ok jk…xtau pa mslh dkny ya ng aq tok..suma srba xkena jk..trus terang la if aq ad buat salah ka pa ka…tok men diam jak..x pro alu jk…mcm bdk3..huhhhh!!!! udah2 la korg ng pragei torg ya eyh…bila ssh br nkk bcari ng aq…bila sng suma mkn sendiri..truk alu jk..pnh la aq tok mkn sorg2..xda nk…pa ku dpt sure ku share bh..bkn mcm torg ya..suma men diam2 jk..mun aq polah mcm ya alu la muka torg ya mcm pa…

pa2 pn lu ‘ll pikir la sendiri ye…jgn ingat i tok xda hti n perasaan..ku bkn ya patung pn…

^^

- sy tolong awk bkn sbb sy suka kt awk..sy caring kt awk pn bkn sbb sy suka kt awk..awk jgn la perasan ye...sy buat suma tu sbb awk kwn saya la...xde sbb lain pn..awk jgn la pK yg bkn2...nnt lain jd ny..sy gak yg ssh nnt..kitakn kwn jd awk xplu la ingat yg sy tolong n caring kt awk sbb saya suka kt awk plak...xkn suka br nk tolong,br nk caring...ish3......tu xikhlas nm ny...- ^^

hmmm...lama x singgah kt cni..sorry la,bz skit..;)
hari aq xde wt pe..g jln2 pn bosan..dh xde tmpt yg mnarik..asyik2 tmpt tu gak..hurmm
rs nk g holiday but fulus x ckp la plak..tension3..bla la dpt rs freedom..mcm org len..lh wt pe je,.oh ya ad bnd nk cta..ni ttg ssorg yg myakiti prsn..bla ssh br nk cr org..dh sng lupa dirik plak..y everybody are the same..only need they pals when needed..pa la reti cmya..bgs xboh bekawan jak,..sorry la bhs ad lintang pukang skit..org rs la mls mok lyn org mcm ya gk..mnyusahkn jak..xguna dimbak jd kwn..ingat kta tok apa ka..bencik...bencik...rs ny jd mcm MRS GU dlm BOF bgs gk..anggap suma org enemy..xpyh anggp kwn..br lh bjaya kli..hahahah tp xbest juak..lak tym kta ssh xda org nk tolong gk..tp ad ka org mcm ya??nk tolong org len??nktk kbykkn ny org lbh penting kn diri sendiri dr org len..nktk byk kwn mkn kwn.. "trust no body!!" ya gk bgs asa ny...huhh~~
^^,

same prob again!!!

hmmmm....xabis2 ng masalah air...boring alu jak...nsb la dh nk blik raya next week..hahahah xsbr ehhh....dohh...lain dh topk kta tok...ok2/..kta blik kt topik asal...tok ttg msalah air...bla la dk ny tok nk amek tindakan oe...xthn alu jak mdi k air "telaga biru"..asa umh sting garden jak...woooooo

ok la xda idea la nk tulis pg2 tok...juz nkk share sal mslh air jak tek...hmmmm
slmt bsahur all...
XOXO

Freak!!

Hmm..nape 0rg salu ny cr tym d0rg susah??xfair lgsg..tym sng kwn truz dlupakn..pa ka!
Klu mcm ni la,bek xyah bkwn.. tul x?hmm ni nk cta la skit,ad la s0rg ni..bla ssh br la nk cr..tp bla dh sng kwn truz dbuang..kdg2 family pn sm gak..kbykn ny selfish..huh! Benci ny!..kt ner la nk cr kwn yg btul2 kwn ek?huhu

life~

hmmm...hidup ni mcm roda..kdg2 kt ats,kt tepi n kt bwh..dh slalu sgt org kaitkn khdupn dgn roda..np xkaitkn ng bola ka..hehe bola kn bputar gk..hahaha tp klu kaitn dgn bola nnt org akan sepak..nk kena sepak ke??aouchh..haha skt kn..so,sbb 2 la org kaitn khdpn ng roda..so xla kna sepak salu sgt..kita hidup ni kena la beringat sebelum kena..bla dh terkena jgn plak nyesal nnt..aq ckp ni pn sbg peringatan utk aq gak..life is karma n what goes around...comes around..jd beringat la sblm kena ye..n 1 lg,jgn mudah percaya kt org..kena la berhati2..kdg2 org yg rapat ni blh menikam dr blkg..cz dia tau mn klemahn kta..aq ckp ini bkn sbb aq dh terkena or pa..msg2 ad pendapt msg2..n ini pndapat aq..korg lh trima o x..aq xkesah..sbb kta bebas ny buat penilaian..aq sng je,org trima alhamdulillah..klu org xtrima aq redha je..xde paksa2 OK..we r free 2 make our own decision..am i ryte??haha jd,pdi2 la nk hdp..jgn nk bgantung ng roda or org lain..peace~
_XOXO_

hmmm~

now dh 3.30 pg..n aq xtdo lg..huhuhu ng hebat la sa tek..hmmm xtau la knk mla jak tdo aher lama tok..huhuhu lak klu dh blit campus cm ni dak ka?huuuu~aq xmok blt cnun...tp pa lh buat..dh tgjwb aq sbg student..wuaaaa~=( hmmm pa nk cta oe??xtau ku ehh/..yg ku tau mata ku xpt ttp tok..huhuh aq nk tdo la weiii...bg la aq tdo...dh 1 bnda pn aq xwt..rport tah pa2..tension..hmm mala jak word ya kuar..k la aq nk try tdo lok..nyte~
-XOXO-

she gone alrd..

hmm...nk ckp pe ekk??aq skrg ni tension n frust sgt2..xtau la npe..hoho asa nk g somewhere yg xde org knl je...huhuhu xku sangka aq akan tension dktok glak ehh...hmmm mmg ku asa nk lari jak..byk glak dh ku dgr,..heran ehh..knk org len lh buat aq x..xfair alu jak..yea she gone alrd..n dont ask y n where hv she been ryte nw..she need 2 b alone ryte now n dont try 2 disturbing her...she won't like it..so plz...back off u fucking damn loser..